Cdih3.... =(

sbtu bru ni kit0wg g mkan pizza kt kangar...
bez...sme dak2 metalurgy pmpuan....
enj0y je p de jgak bad things hppen....
s0 sad, s0 tired and s0 sicked 0f the same thing happen and happen again....
why she sh0uld act like that...
like she has n0thing t0 d0 with it...
d0nt she has little feeling??
every0ne keep m0cking 0n ever feel it...
s0 0ptimisistic...
why sh0uld she act like that t0 every0ne???

i hate her...
such a betrayed...
and s0 such a bitch...

but then, s0metimes i feel s0 envy 0f her...
keep being deaf eventh0ugh every0ne keep telling her they d0esnt like her 0r any 0f her behavi0r....
can't i bec0me c0ld-hearted juz like her even a little??

i keep crying and crying and crying with0ut st0p thinking 0f her 0r mybe i'm juz t00 busy keep thinking 0f 'him'???
why i c0uldnt let him g0 fr0m my heart??
why d0nt i have any feeling with 0therz....